Thursday, April 14, 2005

Financial Ruin

I like working, it keeps me busy and helps me to get my mind off of things that I don't want to think about. Although with the recent paycheck, I think I'd rather think about my whole world falling apart. I'm losing hours at work and losing patience with them also. I really do love the people I work with but I need to get more hours on my schedule. I really want to wait it out and see if they are going to bring them up anymore.

I'm going to get my new cell this weekend. Its awesome and the salesman that i'm getting it from is freaking gorgous!!!! I swear he is a God that was put on this Earth so we can just look at him. So we will see where that goes. My guess: probably no where, but a girl can dream.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Think.....

The time it takes for you to judge someone by their skin color, size, gender, or just appearance you could be getting to know what they have on the inside.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

What I miss

While I like my life, there is a lot that I am missing. A lot of my friends that I have before graduation. The sleepovers we used to have over at Amandas that always turned into a wild night. The feeling of having that one person that you thought you were going to spend the rest of your life with. Being able to see the one guy friend you had that could cheer you up no matter what you were down about.

All these things are priceless. I now hear all the high school kids talk about how they can't wait until school is out. I just want to stop time for them so they can appreciate what they have. I heard everyone tell me how much I would miss high school when its out, needless to say that I denied it. No matter how much drama we all in high school, we lived and if I had the chance to go back, I'd do it all again.

If you have the kind of love that can go through anything and suvive, the kind when you can both be in the room, say nothing and you still know everything is ok, the kind that stops your heart not matter how long you've been together, Hold onto it. Its not something to play around with. It comes along once in a lifetime.